Hi fans! I know you all missed me! HAHAHAHA.
It felt like ages since the last time i posted sumthin' here. Hello tumblr na kasi. Sorry na. ^^v
Pero hindi nga, sorry talaga. Sorry kung naipaparamdam ko sa`yong ikaw (weebly) yung tinatakbuhan ko pag may kailangan lang ako. Hindi ganoon `yun, pero ngayon lang kasi ako nabigyan ulit ng pagkakataon para maglahad ng nararamdaman na pwede ipabasa sa kanila e. Please forgive me.
It felt like ages since the last time i posted sumthin' here. Hello tumblr na kasi. Sorry na. ^^v
Pero hindi nga, sorry talaga. Sorry kung naipaparamdam ko sa`yong ikaw (weebly) yung tinatakbuhan ko pag may kailangan lang ako. Hindi ganoon `yun, pero ngayon lang kasi ako nabigyan ulit ng pagkakataon para maglahad ng nararamdaman na pwede ipabasa sa kanila e. Please forgive me.
Mag-isa lang ako ngayon fans. Huhuhuhu. Alone but somehow quite lonely ang Ate niyo. Funny thing is, I thought I was used to the feeling, but it hurts every single time it happens. I've been comforting myself for the last seven hours that passed, and for another three hours to go. I don't know where to go, what to do, who to contact. They shut me all up. Pati `yung taong hindi mo kayang hindi-an, tinanggihan ka na. Sadlyf, bruh!
Hindi parin ako kumakain (time check, 7:43PM). Siguro okay lang naman na kahit sa pagkain man lang, may kasabay ako diba? Hahaha. I honestly think i am so close to insanity. Huhuhu. Help meee!
But these times alone, help me think, tho i sometimes overthink a lot. I realized that independence is a must. Kasi hindi habang buhay, andiyan siya, pero mas pwede yung forever eh, alone ka.
I am trying to be strong as much as I can. Tho I keep on failing to stand, I always try to stand again.
I am trying to be strong as much as I can. Tho I keep on failing to stand, I always try to stand again.
As of now, I just wanna say something. Here goes...
Hangga't hindi ko pa kaya, please be mine. Please be my strength. Lift me up, let me fall, but catch me up again. I am now at my weakest phase. Where a smile is not a smile, but a mask to be okay. To tell the whole world I am fine. Kasi ako `to e. Strong ako, hindi pwede maging mahina. Vulnerability is not an option.
Bitin `tong blog na `to. Hahaha. Nakakaiyak. Lols. Sige na. Need to go mga bes. Mahal ko kayo, lalo ka na, mahal na mahal kita. Kaya please...